Now combine all of those, add more dramatic flourishes with your hands, and perform them to something mournful in 3/4 time (waltz time), and you will have how the StuntHusband and I dance. Also, we (unintentionally!) mirror each other’s movements all the time, but that’s because we’ve been going to clubs together for over 20 years now.
This is me,like ..everyday -_-
have you ever thought about how weird sleeping is like we basically dress ourselves in special sleeping clothes and lay on special sleeping mats then spend the next few hours completely comatose all the while hallucinating vividly
Fruit and Vegetable Skulls by Dimitri Tsykalov
The Magic Begins ϟ favorite movie: Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Lets see,I have not been on my tumblr is a few months now..and god a lot has happened.
Well not like A LOT but just seems like I have been In a crazy mess for a while now really.
I broke up with my boyfriend of 3 years at the start of this year and we did not speak for a long while,even though we work together ..which was akward.
I started seeing this guy who I never really knew existed,which was bizarre as It turns out he is in a band with my cousin and knows about 90% of the people I know.I live in a small town also,so it was strange to think I had never met the guy before.
I met him at a club where I live “cheers”.It is where everyone goes when they are really drunk,they do not really want to go ( I never) but always end up there because It is a place that sells alcohol until 3am.
Anyways,He worked there as a bouncer or the security,whatever one you prefer.I was drunk and we started chatting about our ex’s and how life is too short and that we should just have fun and all that drunken rubbish..well on my part anyways.He was sober.I got home and he added me on facebook,and the rest just kind of happened.
We were seeing each other for a few months,we went for dinner.hung out at each others houses and just got to know each other I guess. We ate a lot and he Inspired me with his music taste and choices of milkshake. I became really close to him in such a short period of time.Like..you know that way when you feel like you have known someone for a long time but you have barely met them?.Yeah,one of those situations.
Everything was sweet and I was happy.I was less depressed.I was Inspired by him and I felt better about life In general.He is lovely.
However,we decided to just be friends a few weeks ago.I was really upset about this.I thought I had done something wrong,I was pretty cut up about it If I am being honest.It is not like we were “together” as such but I just never seen it happening and I felt pretty shitty for a good week or so.
I still feel really low about it but at the same time I am happy.I am happy because I have gained a friend out of it.I Intend on having him as a close friend ( If he will have me as that ofcourse) because I enjoy his company and he is really sweet,funny and I feel like we get on pretty well.
I do not want to lose him all together,that would suck.
I have came to understand that we are both just In that stage of our lives where we have to be by ourselves,to work on ourselves before we bring anyone else into our life.Committing yourself to someone else is pretty stressful when you have not even sorted your own wee life out yet.
I realize this now,I need time for me and so does he.I am happy we are friends now.It was all too much too quickly.And I did not want a relationship that soon after I broke up with my ex.
So,Now I am taking care of myself for once Instead of thinking about someone else all the time.I am applying for jobs,saving money and generally just doing things that make ME happy.
Life is good,things happen wayyy to quickly though.People come and go..but some I like ti hold on to y’know. :)
Like yes why are you here ! Dismiss yourself ! #MeanGirls