I feel disgusting,just so horrible and I hate everything. Also I look like crap.My god I don’t wanna do this again! !!:(
How I see signs..or believe I do..In every day life..
For Instance I will say to myself -If It starts raining Something bad is going to happen and If It is sunny the thing I want will happen that day..and I go with whatever happens..and believe it..It is strange.Or How the other day I heard an advertisement on the radio for something I thought sounded helpful and I was going to phone it but left it as I got nervous and then today a wee boy left a stress ball (from that organisation) In my shop at work..which I then found and it reminded me to be strong and help myself and I seen THAT as A little sign like “DO IT “..crazyy. ? :/
anyways..too much energy juice.Got to try sleep as I am picking up two dolls from a girl today because they are pretty and I want them to sit in my new room and scare my guests.so g’night :) xx
What i really meant to say is i’m sorry for the way i am
I never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see the screwed-up side of me
This song …just..has always spoke to me throughout a lot of my life..Breakups/makeups and so on. LOvee IT!
Everything I feel Inside.
The reasons I acted the way I have.
The Truth.
How much I care…
I never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don’t just say
And nothing else matters:D
ahhhh! This happens all the time..usually ends up with rosie being a total mood killer inbetween our legs or something..but she is just sooo cute :P haha!
(Source: theamericankid)
